Current mood:	Groovin
Current music:	Atmosphere- The Driving Song

Recently renewed
So i havnt fully updated this in a LONG time. <(haha pun on my name) okay im over it. but anyways. about a week ago i asked this girl Chaslin that i used to work with out. it wasnt in person which was my first true mistake. but i was talking to her online and she told me that she just had a fight with her b/f and yeah i felt shitty.. not for me because im totally cool with that but just the fact that she was fighting with someone and she was sad totally made me feel bad. she too nice of a girl to be sad ya know, well we havnt really talked since which truly sucks because shes a really cool person. well in other news i got a new Job. I now work as a cafe seller at Borders Books in union city.. so if any of my friends are out there or in that neck of the woods at a movie or something.. stop by and chat or get some coffee. so since i've been working there i've made a couple of new friends. my manager Shuan is FUCKING hilarious. he's a bit of a germaphobe but he puts a humorus twist to it. and he is TOTALLY in live with johnn depp (yes i elieve he is gay) but like he's seen Charlie and the chocolate factory 10 Times. i was like OMG thats Crazy. so yeah.. i've learned to make alot of coffee drinks and its been extremely fun.. i drink way too much coffee when im there. like on monday i had a massive caffiene withdrawl. like i was tired at 5pm and i woke up at 10am.. but anyways. its really fun there and i get alot more hours then i did at CMM. So yeah, I also got a new car which is totally awesome. i got an Acura Integra. its so much fun to drive.. and it has GREAT gas mileage. so school started on monday.. woooo another semester at Ohlone. Jr College. but i've finally decieded what i want to become when i grow up. i mean i'm still going to do photography as a hobby, but right now i am working on getting into the nursing program at ohlone.. i want to become a Pediatric nurse so i can give back ya know. but besides that nothing has really happened it my life.. i go into the doctors tomorrow so they can test me and make sure im eligeble for another transplant. which is really scary.

Well laters Props from the 510


Sidenote: so recently a couple of people who i thought i was friends with and i totally thought they were cool people, became total assholes. Jasen Champaeu and Tiffany Heggebo, Jasen for one tells me that we have never been friends which i thought we were at one point but ohwell hes not a big loss. but tiffany. she has this newfound vision or faith in god. Which im totally cool with you know, to each their own, but its kindof obsessive, like i told her something and she said that it was "Gods" will and she knows exactly how i feel about any religous subject. but recently she's said that I did something wrong, yet, she wont tell me what so i can't fix it.. so yeah it sucks losing her as a friend because i dont have anyone to have moral conversations with anymore.. ah fuck it i dont need some highschooler to make me feel good..